The War is ever-present here, which should come as no surprise to most people. From monuments to memorials to concentration camps to bullet holes in the walls, the scars of battle, death, and tyranny are everywhere. One of the most moving symbols of the war are the “Stolpersteine”, or “stumbling stones”. They are small brass plates placed in the sidewalks among the cobblestones in front of houses and buildings with the names of Jewish people who had lived there before before being murdered by the Nazis.
They are everywhere.
Once you start to notice them, the magnitude of the Holocaust begins to come into focus. Entire families. Everywhere you walk. Where you buy your groceries. At the pharmacy on the corner. At the tram stop. Everywhere.
However, one of the saddest things I have seen is a photo of a dead German soldier, laying in the street during the Battle of Berlin.
A German soldier lies dead in the street as troops rush forward. Taken from The Daily Mail, copyright Getty Images.
Being here during the 71st anniversary of the turning point of the war has been an exercise in empathy. Perhaps because while I had considered the millions of Jews, Russians, Roma, LGBT, and other groups murdered by the Nazis, I hadn’t really though of the German people as victims before. Understanding that we have turned “German” in to “Nazi” and “Nazi” into “disposable fictional enemy” has made me understand better how easily we marginalize people we know nothing about. Learning about the people who opposed the Nazis and paid for it with their lives was eye opening. I suppose I knew on some level this was the case, but when you realize that the entire nation paid for the deeds of a powerful few, it breaks your heart. With everything going on in America right now you get a sense of the helplessness and rage so many Germans must have felt as the monsters took over their homeland.
I look at that dead young man and I don’t see a Nazi. I see a boy who, at this point in the war, was in all likelihood conscripted into serving on the threat of death. And now he’s gone, giving his life in a lost cause to feed the horrible dreams of a megalomaniacal fascist state. Making anyone a caricature makes it easy to dehumanize them, easy to kill them, and easy to lose your own humanity in the process.
Ladybug on the Denkmal für die ermordeten Juden Europas, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Dachau Concentration Camp
Memorial to the Children’s Transports during the Nazi Era, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Execution Trench, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Denkmal für die ermordeten Juden Europas, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Fence, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Memorial, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Die Neue Wache Memorial, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Denkmal für die ermordeten Juden Europas, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Pathology, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Die Stiftung Denkmal für die ermordeten Juden Europas, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Pathology, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Memorial to the Children’s Transports during the Nazi Era, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Denkmal für die ermordeten Juden Europas, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Denkmal für die ermordeten Juden Europas, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Pathology Ramp, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Memorial to the Children’s Transports during the Nazi Era, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Sowjetisches Ehrenmal, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Neue Synagoge, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Near the Denkmal für die im Nationalsozialismus verfolgten Homosexuellen, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Gate, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Holocaust Memorial, Berlin. Photo by Elliott Cribbs
Memorial to the Children’s Transports during the Nazi Era, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Denkmal für die ermordeten Juden Europas, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Holocaust Memorial, Berlin. Photo by Elliott Cribbs
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Soviet Memorial, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
‘Hearts-ease’, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Denkmal für die im Nationalsozialismus verfolgten Homosexuellen, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Fence, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Barracks, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Dachau Concentration Camp
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Camp Mass Grave, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Ladybug on the Holocaust Memorial, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Denkmal für die ermordeten Juden Europas, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Der Verlassene Raum – Memorial Sculpture for the Jewish citizens, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Memorial, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Memorial, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sowjetisches Ehrenmal, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Dachau Concentration Camp
Dachau Concentration Camp
Denkmal für die im Nationalsozialismus verfolgten Homosexuellen, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Memorial to the Children’s Transports during the Nazi Era, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Guard Tower, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Barbed Wire, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Memorial to the Children’s Transports during the Nazi Era, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Memorial to the Children’s Transports during the Nazi Era, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Ladybug on the Holocaust Memorial Drawing. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Crematorium, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Memorial to the Children’s Transports during the Nazi Era, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Dachau Concentration Camp
Washroom, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Camp, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Dachau Concentration Camp
Toilets, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Police Academy next to Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
“Ostalgie” is a term used to describe a nostalgic longing for the East German state and all of its trappings. Contrary to popular belief, while most East Germans were grateful to be intergrated into the West, it hasn’t been a smooth process and the struggle continues today. Former East Germans often feel that their culture and traditions were obliterated in favor of the capitalist West. Also, the East German states continue to be on average poorer and less prosperous than their Western counterparts. Symbols of the East are everywhere, from Trabant rental services to the growing presence of “Ampelmann”, the ubiquitous crosswalk guardian here in Berlin with his origins in the East.
As a child of the Cold War whose uncle was stationed in West Berlin for the better part of the late 70s-early 80s, I am intrigued by the fact that I am living in East Berlin. Our U-Bahn stop, Rosenthaler Platz, was a “ghost station”, where trains from the West would pass through but were unable to stop. The Wall is everywhere, and the meandering path was confusing for me until I remembered that West Berlin was a literal island. The prevalence of Vietnamese and Chinese restaurants in our neighborhood seems out of place, until I remember that these were allied nations with East German communist state. From the Soviet Brutalist architecture to the remnants of The Wall and the towering Fernsehturm, it has been exciting to finally be here and see the Forbidden City with my own eyes.
Soviet Memorial, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Memorial, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Berlin Wall Graffiti, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Camp Mass Grave, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Berlin Wall Graffiti, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sowjetisches Ehrenmal, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Die Neue Wache Memorial, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Berlin Wall Graffiti, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Der Neue Wache Memorial, Berlin. Photo by Elliott Cribbs
Spree River, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Marx and Engels, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Berlin Wall Graffiti, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alt und Neu, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Spree River, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Sowjetisches Ehrenmal, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Soldier, May Day, Kreuzberg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Memorial, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Fernsehturm, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Camp, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Topography of Terror Museum, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Brandenburg Gate Selfie. Photo by Elliott Cribbs
Bearnauer Str. Berlin Wall Memorial, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Marx and Engels, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet Memorial, Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp, Oranienburg. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Soviet War Memorial, Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Treptower Park, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
My flatmate, Elliott, and I went to have Vietnamese food, which sounds strange for Berlin, but because we are in the former East Berlin there are dozens of Vietnamese restaurants that have been here since the 60s. On the way back, we found this small cemetery around the corner from our apartment on Kleine Rosenthaler Straße. It was our first cemetery here, and was a good introduction to the beauty and natural serenity of the German model for a final resting place. Cemeteries are everywhere and are treated like parks and greenspace by they community. People picnic in them, have lunch, meet with friends, take walks, even go there on dates. The cemeteries are always filled with people tending the graves and planting flowers.
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Alter Garnisonsfriedhof, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Nikolaiviertel (“Nicholas Quarter”) is the oldest part of Berlin, dating back to 1200. Like everything in the city, what we are seeing is not the original neighborhood, but a post-war reconstruction.
Nikolaiviertel, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Fat pigeon, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Nikolaiviertel, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
House Sparrow, Nikolaiviertel. Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Manhole cover, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Klio, Muse of History, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Altes Stadthaus, Berlin. Ph, oto by Scarlett Messenger
Blackbird, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Klio, Muse of History, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Klio, Muse of History, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Nikolaiviertel, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Nikolaiviertel, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Nikolaiviertel, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Nikolaiviertel, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger
Nikolaikirche, Berlin. Photo by Scarlett Messenger